Rediscovering my insanity

Fed up with everything, not knowing what to do. Questioning the life, she had no clue. To teach her a lesson, and give her a curse. End it all, what could be worse. Found a gun, and took the aim. Leaving all behind, finishing the game. Pulled the trigger, shot in my head. What happened, I should be dead. What the hell, why am i still here. Checked the barrel, no bullet there. Questioning myself, I returned to sense. What was I doing nearly crossed the fence. Till the game's there, I would love to play. I can't quit now, nor some other day. I'll play this life, won't cross that line. And when its time to end, the choice won't be mine. Till that time, I'll always smile never frown. I'll play by my rules, won't ever back down. I'll make the moves, I wanna make. I'll take the turns, I wanna take. Enjoying the joys, and pain the same. Enjoying the life, I'll win this game.

Some moments touch my heart And i cant help but stare Capture them through my eyes All those moments so rare Its all really such a wonder How sometimes we all just gather Enjoy the moments with the people Whom we wont be seen with rather Amazing are those events That bring everyone so close Together we celebrate them Or fight the dangers they pose We help those unknown And befriend the strangers We leave our comforts behind To fight instead their dangers Can see only darkness around But still we pass on the hope Cant find the grip for selves But still we pass on the rope The shy leave inhibitions behind And forgiven are all the foes Everyone becomes one big family Through all those highs and lows My eyes fill with tears My heart fills with glee For then in a crowd of homo sapiens The real humans is what i see