Rediscovering my insanity

When I shared it all with you I had laid open my heart I knew I was risking an end of something great But for something better which might start On one side was a friend whom I never wanted to lose On other was my love that I wanted to choose Fear, anxiety, hope- I was feeling it all Though I knew I was going to lose this game But if later I realized we stood a chance I knew it too I couldnt bear that blame When you confirmed your NO I wont say I dint feel any pain But still I felt a load off my chest That confession dint go in vain I thought that together we would dream And that dream would come true I know that I still am someone’s dream Its just that THAT someone might not be you I knew I could ve tried a lot more To change your mind, gone to any length But that would only ve made me weaker And love is supposed to be your strength I had imagined the trips, the walks and the adventures The love that would make you and me- WE But more than in all those sweet nothings That...

Its days like these When I remember those times The crazy things that we did All ya my partners in crimes. I remember going out for movies And asking you not to be too loud I used to hate missing the dialogues And even more disturbing the crowd. Even now I go to watch those movies And those dialogues are so clear But something bigger seems amiss Those questions now is what I want to hear. I remember taking the first row seats So I could stretch as if in my bed And finding the movies boring I could just lie down and drop dead. Now I buy the gold tickets Its not as if it was some pretense But I cant be that child now Without you it just makes no sense. Sitting now on a comfy chair Having in my wallet my own card I remember how we cursed our miseries Sitting on that wooden chair so hard. Watching the watches twice a second Ignoring those lectures so bore What I wont give right now To attend one just once more. I know we all still are connected But still its not how I liked ...

When you feel sad and lonely it shouts out so loud. I'm always there beside you 'll never leave you alone in this crowd. I'll be there with you always in all your defeats and victories. 'll capture them all for you as bitter or sweet memories. When you miss someone too much i'll start dripping as your tears. Not to break you down but to help you shed your fears. Maybe that person ain't there, but those moments are still in your mind. Just take a trip down my lane and those moments you'll find. And when you meet again but feel nothing is like before I'll make you at ease again and the discomfort would be no more. People 'll think you are out of your mind when i flash as a smile on your face. Tell them it's just the opposite you are in your mind but out of that place. Be it the moments of your sadness, be it the moments of your pleasure. I'll save them all with me 'll keep them all as a treasure. When you are busy with friends, silen...