FRIENDS FOREVER??

When I shared it all with you
I had laid open my heart
I knew I was risking an end of something great
But for something better which might start

On one side was a friend
whom I never wanted to lose
On other was my love
that I wanted to choose

Fear, anxiety, hope- I was feeling it all
Though I knew I was going to lose this game
But if later I realized we stood a chance
I knew it too I couldnt bear that blame

When you confirmed your NO
I wont say I dint feel any pain
But still I felt a load off my chest
That confession dint go in vain

I thought that together we would dream
And that dream would come true
I know that I still am someone’s dream
Its just that THAT someone might not be you

I knew I could ve tried a lot more
To change your mind, gone to any length
But that would only ve made me weaker
And love is supposed to be your strength

I had imagined the trips, the walks and the adventures
The love that would make you and me- WE
But more than in all those sweet nothings
That love I want actually lives in me

That feeling I had is still somewhere in me
But I promise I would never try to find
Relinquishing the only key to you for keeps
I would lock it up in darkness somewhere in my mind

I now know I was so wrong to doubt your trust
When I thought you 'll leave, you firmly stood near
I thought our friendship would suffer a severe blow
But you, oh so tranquilly, allayed all my fear

The relation we had was always special to me
But now you truly are an invaluable friend
I just hope you remain beside me forever
And never ever let this come to an end

FRIENDS FOREVER??