Rediscovering my insanity

GIRL: I remember the time you used to look into my eyes. Those moments stretched forever, it all felt so nice. Whenever my mood was off, you always tried to make it fine. The smile you held on your face always found its way to mine. Whenever you were in front of me, my heart used to beat so fast. It seemed like i would die of it but i wanted this attack to last. I always used to think that we both felt the way same. Kept waiting for those 3 words, but they never ever came. But then one day you told me that you had fallen in love. I could not stand my ground thinking I was your dove. I lost all control over my heart and my eyes, told you to stop to catch my breath. But then you took someone else's name, it all felt like the grip of death. I'll always love you forever, 'll not let our relation ever end. If i can't be your love, i'll always remain your true friend BOY: I remember the moments when we were so near. Every day, every hour, every moment wa...

When I shared it all with you I had laid open my heart I knew I was risking an end of something great But for something better which might start On one side was a friend whom I never wanted to lose On other was my love that I wanted to choose Fear, anxiety, hope- I was feeling it all Though I knew I was going to lose this game But if later I realized we stood a chance I knew it too I couldnt bear that blame When you confirmed your NO I wont say I dint feel any pain But still I felt a load off my chest That confession dint go in vain I thought that together we would dream And that dream would come true I know that I still am someone’s dream Its just that THAT someone might not be you I knew I could ve tried a lot more To change your mind, gone to any length But that would only ve made me weaker And love is supposed to be your strength I had imagined the trips, the walks and the adventures The love that would make you and me- WE But more than in all those sweet nothings That...

After the previous blog, I had a discussion with another of my friends and his question was Why do you need THE ONE? Are you getting desperate? My reply was that it was only an answer to the question formed by the environment around me. But then there's no incident that happen by itself. There's always a thinking behind it. Maybe, just maybe, the society reiterating its point again and again of necessity of marriage made a small puncture through my defenses. And thanks to my friend, am back to square one. Why do we need THE ONE? If you can be in love with yourself whole your life, if you can be independent enough to do whatever you like to, why is there a need for any other person. This need arises when you start feeling alone with yourself. You stop feeling good about yourself and need an external source to reaffirm your belief that you are a good person and are enjoying your life. Now that thought is laughable. How does one lose his self belief to such an extent that he r...

Listening to Woh Ladki hai Kahaan from Dil Chahta Hai while cycling, discussion with a friend(more like a question which I ignored and gave him some philosophical crap) and a random article... All this has made me actually consider this question. How would you decide who is the one? How would you know if there's some connection? How would you know if that connection is good enough to take you through all the bad times never allowing you to quit on that person? I believe in making friends only. Only when I feel the connection, can that person graduate to being more than that. And it just happens with time without any reason. But I guess there are always some reasons. You just dont realize it. Otherwise every person you have known for some time would be THE ONE. But it isnt. And thus I thought some more. So my instant reaction was a person sharing my interests. She should like going for trips, wrestle with me like my sister does, root for the social causes, have the same moral et...

When the breeze rushes past me it whispers something in my ear. Can't make out the words it says but the voice I know too clear. And along with that voice it brings the scent I love so much. And then it caresses my bare skin and I remember that touch. You said I don't feel anything but baby thats not fair. I feel you in everything even in emptiness of the air. I remember the day when we had that fight. You walked out on me forever when I refused to accept I wasn't right. But now that you are gone I realize that I was wrong. Please come back to me baby I can no more pretend to be that strong. Please return to me girl I'll show you how I feel. My heart is just a heart its not made of steel. Baby just forgive me for once and give me just one more chance. I've felt the way you said I've felt the magic in romance. Now I'll be all open with you I'll never try to hide. I'll let the moment knock me out I'll let my...