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No I am not an insensitive person. But its funny! People all around me were participating in some march or the other but I dint feel like joining any coz I thought it was funny. Its funny how people are signing and spreading some online petition for death penalty. Its funny how people are holding candle light march. Its funny how people are changing their profile pics. Its funny how some women are putting status villifying each and every man for all men want to rape even if they dont try to. Its funny how men are expressing disgust and anger in their discussions. Its funny coz people just found something to take their anger and frustration out on something. Yeah its funny! Its funny coz I know where this is going to end up in a week. And I dont find that funny.

There was a time when I would be the 1st one to encourage candle light march. I was there last year in Anna's protest. And what did it come to? But then same things created some change in Middle East. So why not here? You …


Why would you drown when you can swim that extra mile
Why would you frown when you can smile that lovely smile
Why should you quit when you can still put up a fight
Why should you give up when you know you are right

Even if you think everything is going all wrong
It just means you 've to be a bit more strong
Maybe the success is waiting for you at your doorstep
It just needs you to take one more final step

And if you think you can't do this on your own
You need to realize I'll never leave you alone
If you cant find me anywhere near
That is because I've no fear

It is because I've so much faith in you
I know you can handle it all without my help too
And if you need some help you know whom to call
I promise you that I'll be there to break your fall


I feel at peace
when I'm confused.
I feel accepted
when I'm refused.

I feel a joy
when I'm rejected.
I feel so happy
when I'm dejected.

Whenever I find ways to win
I try finding other ways to lose.
Whenever I find the right path
I try finding other paths to choose.

My character is simple
yet so complex to decode.
My voice is so clear
yet so difficult to record.

I like to do things
that one should really fear.
I'm a person of logic
though my reasons seem so unclear.

I play game as its life
and live life as its a game
For me there is no difference
To me they are one and the same.

I sometimes hate the joy
and love most the pain.
It may be hard to believe
but I'm pretty sane.

Whether you like it or not
please let me just be
Don't ask me to change
Let it be the real me.


I've waited for none,
always walked alone.
To whom I'm known,
say my heart's a stone.

But something's changed,
and the change is in me.
You've become someone,
without whom I just can't be.

You are so far, yet feel so near. Don't want to cry, But can't stop that tear.
Want to reach out, and be so close. That nose meets nose, and toes touch toes.
Holding your hands,
closing my eyes.
I'm walking with you,
fearing goodbyes.

Time has come,
for you to leave.
Its just so hard,
I refuse to believe.

Can't we leave the world, and become a team? Create our own heaven, and live our own dream.
You accept my love, and be partner for life. I'll be forever yours, will you be my wife?
I give you the time,
I give you the choice.
To break my heart,
or fill it with joys.

Nothing else to hear,

A Pair of Eyes

A pair of eyes,
looking so free.
Giving a smile,
looking at me.

've not seen them before,
strangers they are.
Looking so beautiful,
each twinkling like star.
In broad daylight,
scene seems so true.
Want to befriend them,
not knowing what to do.
Magic's rising,
am losing control.
Cant stop my eyes,
let them go on a stroll.

A pair of eyes,
looking so free.
Giving a smile,
looking at me.

Returning the favor,
mine smile backs.
An empty expression,
friendship it packs.
We say nothing,
no words are spoken.
Silence stays,
its spell never broken.
Still we converse,
with blink of our eyes.
No words said,
so no truth, no lies.

A pair of eyes,
looking so free.
Giving a smile,
looking at me.

Only a few feet distance,
still seem so far away.
Too mesmerized to move,
just 've to stay.
A short journey,
breathing its last.
Those eyes are going,
its all becoming a past.
Know may never meet them,
forever they'll be gone.
'll keep looking for them,
whenever i feel lone.

A pair of eye…


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Everyday I go to a beach
and find the sea so calm
A sight so priceless
and costs no more than an alm

How can something be so moving
and still be so picture still
It has so many stories inside
and still it finds a space to fill

Its like the children playing here
They relish each moment even when they run
Infecting everyone with their hope and energy
They look so serene even when they have fun

I look away and see a man walking
probably to find peace before the bed
But his steps are brisk as if in hurry
probably matching the thoughts in his head

I want to share my most precious thing
which I will give to you free
Its my understanding of the life
which took my life's quarters three

Do your best in whatever you do
But in the present always be
Do not run on beach li…


What's life?
Life is LOVE!
It can make you laugh,
it can make you cry.
Can make you want to live,
Can make you want to die.
It can warm your heart,
nothing else gives joy such.
It can break your heart,
nothing else hurts so much.
You can't run,
neither can you hide.
So don't fear love,
let it win over your pride.

What's life?
When you are thinking so hard,
your eyes are gazing so deep.
Or when they are closed,
and you are fast asleep.
Everyone may leave,
Imagination never leaves you lone.
It may be in form of your dreams,
or as thoughts that just linger on.
Let it expand,
don't hold it tight.
Imagination likes to fly,
don't stop its flight.

What's life?
Life is FRIENDS!
Give you hope,
and take your pain.
Can't hide your tears from them,
you may try in vain.
Your loss is their loss,
your win is their win.
They stand beside you always,
through all…


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Why should you hide your dreams deep within
when you are supposed to let them land out.

Why should you wait for others to show you the way
when you can be the one to lead.
Why should you act like a friend to strangers everyday
when you feel there is no need.

Why should you let your voice drop
when you know you are up for the fight
why should you hold yourself back
when you know that you are right.



I remember the time
you used to look into my eyes.
Those moments stretched forever,
it all felt so nice.

Whenever my mood was off,
you always tried to make it fine.
The smile you held on your face
always found its way to mine.

Whenever you were in front of me,
my heart used to beat so fast.
It seemed like i would die of it
but i wanted this attack to last.

I always used to think
that we both felt the way same.
Kept waiting for those 3 words,
but they never ever came.

But then one day you told me
that you had fallen in love.
I could not stand my ground
thinking I was your dove.

I lost all control over my heart and my eyes,
told you to stop to catch my breath.
But then you took someone else's name,
it all felt like the grip of death.

I'll always love you forever,
'll not let our relation ever end.
If i can't be your love,
i'll always remain your true friend


I remember the moments
when we were so near.
Every day, every hour,
every moment was so dear.

We kept staring in each other&#…

I wanna be a child again

I wanna be a child again
I wanna be so wild again

What that innocent child thinks
Those lovely smiles, those soothing winks

Is out of the cruel world's realms
Spreading his innocent charms

Knows no cheat, knows no lie
His laugh's true and so's the cry

Sees a stranger and waves a hey
Sees a plane and waves it goodbye

Sees a bird and wants to fly
Runs on ground but feels the sky

Plays a game and enjoys it all
Loves to dive and loves to fall

Hears the same stories again and again
But still he loves them all the same

Sings like no one's near
But wants everyone to hear

Dances like there's no one to see
Dances so wild, dances so free

Warn him and still he dares
About the result who cares

Knows how to enjoy moment each
How to live, he can teach

Learns from defeats, loves victories
Some sweet and some sweeter memories

So why grow up and be a man
I'll remain a child till i can

I wanna be a child again
 I wanna be so wild again


When I shared it all with you
I had laid open my heart
I knew I was risking an end of something great
But for something better which might start

On one side was a friend
whom I never wanted to lose
On other was my love
that I wanted to choose

Fear, anxiety, hope- I was feeling it all
Though I knew I was going to lose this game
But if later I realized we stood a chance
I knew it too I couldnt bear that blame

When you confirmed your NO
I wont say I dint feel any pain
But still I felt a load off my chest
That confession dint go in vain

I thought that together we would dream
And that dream would come true
I know that I still am someone’s dream
Its just that THAT someone might not be you

I knew I could ve tried a lot more
To change your mind, gone to any length
But that would only ve made me weaker
And love is supposed to be your strength

I had imagined the trips, the walks and the adventures
The love that would make you and me- WE
But more than in all those sweet nothings
That love I want actually lives in m…

Missing Friends

Its days like these
When I remember those times
The crazy things that we did
All ya my partners in crimes.

I remember going out for movies
And asking you not to be too loud
I used to hate missing the dialogues
And even more disturbing the crowd.

Even now I go to watch those movies
And those dialogues are so clear
But something bigger seems amiss
Those questions now is what I want to hear.

I remember taking the first row seats
So I could stretch as if in my bed
And finding the movies boring
I could just lie down and drop dead.

Now I buy the gold tickets
Its not as if it was some pretense
But I cant be that child now
Without you it just makes no sense.

Sitting now on a comfy chair
Having in my wallet my own card
I remember how we cursed our miseries
Sitting on that wooden chair so hard.

Watching the watches twice a second
Ignoring those lectures so bore
What I wont give right now
To attend one just once more.

I know we all still are connected
But still its not how I liked it to be
I know you are just one …

WHY do you need THE ONE?

After the previous blog, I had a discussion with another of my friends and his question was Why do you need THE ONE? Are you getting desperate? My reply was that it was only an answer to the question formed by the environment around me. But then there's no incident that happen by itself. There's always a thinking behind it. Maybe, just maybe, the society reiterating its point again and again of necessity of marriage made a small puncture through my defenses. And thanks to my friend, am back to square one.

Why do we need THE ONE? If you can be in love with yourself whole your life, if you can be independent enough to do whatever you like to, why is there a need for any other person. This need arises when you start feeling alone with yourself. You stop feeling good about yourself and need an external source to reaffirm your belief that you are a good person and are enjoying your life.
Now that thought is laughable. How does one lose his self belief to such an extent that he re…

How do you choose THE ONE

Listening to Woh Ladki hai Kahaan from Dil Chahta Hai while cycling, discussion with a friend(more like a question which I ignored and gave him some philosophical crap) and a random article... All this has made me actually consider this question. How would you decide who is the one? How would you know if there's some connection? How would you know if that connection is good enough to take you through all the bad times never allowing you to quit on that person?
I believe in making friends only. Only when I feel the connection, can that person graduate to being more than that. And it just happens with time without any reason. But I guess there are always some reasons. You just dont realize it. Otherwise every person you have known for some time would be THE ONE. But it isnt. And thus I thought some more.

So my instant reaction was a person sharing my interests. She should like going for trips, wrestle with me like my sister does, root for the social causes, have the same moral ethi…


Feeling so empty
Nothing to explain
Clouds around me
They refuse to rain

I see no movement
Everything's so still
I see nothing
Just a void to fill

A feeling so hanging
Can't see the reason
Have thought so hard
Brain accuses of treason

Voice of my heart
Though its so near
Still it seems so far
Am unable to hear

Nothing seems alive
Everything seems so dead
No life behind
No life ahead

Haze in my eyes
Nothing seems clear
Don't want to cry
But can't hold that tear

Someone be my angel
And lend me a hand
Help me to my feet
And make me stand

Just show me a vision
Just show me a ray
I'm ready to walk
I'll find my own way


When you feel sad and lonely
it shouts out so loud.
I'm always there beside you
'll never leave you alone in this crowd.
I'll be there with you always
in all your defeats and victories.
'll capture them all for you
as bitter or sweet memories.

When you miss someone too much
i'll start dripping as your tears.
Not to break you down
but to help you shed your fears.
Maybe that person ain't there,
but those moments are still in your mind.
Just take a trip down my lane
and those moments you'll find.

And when you meet again
but feel nothing is like before
I'll make you at ease again
and the discomfort would be no more.
People 'll think you are out of your mind
when i flash as a smile on your face.
Tell them it's just the opposite
you are in your mind but out of that place.

Be it the moments of your sadness,
be it the moments of your pleasure.
I'll save them all with me
'll keep them all as a treasure.
When you are busy with friends,
silently along with you, I'll gr…

Lost Love

When the breeze rushes past me
it whispers something in my ear.
Can't make out the words it says
but the voice I know too clear.

And along with that voice
it brings the scent I love so much.
And then it caresses my bare skin
and I remember that touch.

You said I don't feel anything
but baby thats not fair.
I feel you in everything
even in emptiness of the air.

I remember the day
when we had that fight.
You walked out on me forever
when I refused to accept I wasn't right.

But now that you are gone
I realize that I was wrong.
Please come back to me baby
I can no more pretend to be that strong.

Please return to me girl
I'll show you how I feel.
My heart is just a heart
its not made of steel.

Baby just forgive me for once
and give me just one more chance.
I've felt the way you said
I've felt the magic in romance.

Now I'll be all open with you
I'll never try to hide.
I'll let the moment knock me out
I'll let myself flow in this love ride.

I know that…


Sometimes in life you like it the most,
when a moment of insanity prevails.
Chaos is the need of the hour,
when everything organized fails.

Sometimes its better to let your life go full blast,
after shedding all its safety and failing all its brakes.
Sometimes you should bet everything you've,
without even knowing what are the stakes.

Sometimes you need to forget all your limits.
and the impossible you need to dare.
Sometimes such moments of madness you need,
cause U R STILL ALIVE they make you aware.

A Game called LIFE

Fed up with everything,
not knowing what to do.
Questioning the life,
she had no clue.

To teach her a lesson,
and give her a curse.
End it all,
what could be worse.

Found a gun,
and took the aim.
Leaving all behind,
finishing the game.

Pulled the trigger,
shot in my head.
What happened,
I should be dead.

What the hell,
why am i still here.
Checked the barrel,
no bullet there.

Questioning myself,
I returned to sense.
What was I doing
nearly crossed the fence.

Till the game's there,
I would love to play.
I can't quit now,
nor some other day.

I'll play this life,
won't cross that line.
And when its time to end,
the choice won't be mine.

Till that time,
I'll always smile never frown.
I'll play by my rules,
won't ever back down.

I'll make the moves,
I wanna make.
I'll take the turns,
I wanna take.

Enjoying the joys,
and pain the same.
Enjoying the life,
I'll win this game.


Some moments touch my heart
And i cant help but stare
Capture them through my eyes
All those moments so rare

Its all really such a wonder
How sometimes we all just gather
Enjoy the moments with the people
Whom we wont be seen with rather

Amazing are those events
That bring everyone so close
Together we celebrate them
Or fight the dangers they pose

We help those unknown
And befriend the strangers
We leave our comforts behind
To fight instead their dangers

Can see only darkness around
But still we pass on the hope
Cant find the grip for selves
But still we pass on the rope

The shy leave inhibitions behind
And forgiven are all the foes
Everyone becomes one big family
Through all those highs and lows

My eyes fill with tears
My heart fills with glee
For then in a crowd of homo sapiens
The real humans is what i see